Screwing up again x-|

Haay, I had a test a while ago. It was supposedly easy but I think I have to say bye bye on my once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to work with a Japanese company that offers travel opportunities and extremely valuable Nihongo classes. So what's my excuse? I was darn too slow answering, I didn't realize I was double checking every number and was shocked when I found out (already late) that there were 126 questions to be answered in 20 minutes!!! I just realized when Ms. Vice President-proctor said the magic word: FASTER. Gosh, I think I failed two companies already that I really like. It's like I am practicing/playing around their tests/interviews.

But then again there's what you call 'luck'. This is my deal, if I pass all the tests then i'll go for this company. Even though the bond (paying p300,000+ or their investment during training) is kinda risky...

why do I always end up posting about disappointments? -___________-;