leave and live

waiting was a sin against both the time that was still to come and the moments one was currently disregarding.
gaiman's a genius he was able to get that point. there are other quotes in neverwhere that i can relate to which makes me think that this book was for me.

cito beltran (a boring speaker but a man of substance) had some strong points which i believe were true. it's not about the money, it's about getting a life or doing things that interest you or that invokes your passion in life. it's also not having consistent jobs in youir lifetime which follows the track of your specialization. if that is so at the end, one will just end up a titled employee: bored and looks twice the age.

for now things are well, i am doing something that i really want. but it's all temporary, after all i am not part of the project and is just a borrowed resource. i couldn't care less if i were 'just' borrowed as long as i am doing what i want, what i am afraid of is the temporariness. but when that comes, i can just decide to leave and live.